How long have I not been able to access this blog?? Ish, thanks to my short-term memory disorder or whatever you call it, I'm getting more problematic than ever... -.-"
So whaddup people??? how r ya??? Whatcha doin? Heheehe
There's so many thing I want to say, so many stuffs I want to share.. but I just don't know where to start...
So whaddup people??? how r ya??? Whatcha doin? Heheehe
There's so many thing I want to say, so many stuffs I want to share.. but I just don't know where to start...
First things first, Eyui and I have decided that we should go on our separate ways. You see our relationship is kind of special, its deeper than being just friends, but not been able to get ourselves into that special relationship. Because of that, he decided that he should stay outside Brunei. Its kind of hard to explain but I'm so glad that we came to this conclusion. That doesn't mean that we won't be in contact with each other. We will definitely update each other on work, lives..love-life maybe?? hahah! I don't think he wants to listen to my stories.. =p Well, one thing for sure, he told me that he won't be coming to my future wedding nor saying congratulation to me which I have absolute understanding on that! hahahah! Best of luck to both of us!
On the other hand, my life has been a rollercoaster ride ever since I came back from China. I'm glad that everything is just starting to get into places, Alhamdulillah.. Thanks to my beloved supporters, my left and right wings, my backboneSSSS ( I don't think I have only one backbone!hahahah! ) for being there, in times of need.. you guys are the best!
My curiosity towards life is what has driven me to think a lot these days. I do believe that everything happens for a reason. But at times, I asked my self, "why does it have to be that way?" "Why it can't be like this?" bla bla bla... I know its useless.. you just don't know what Our Creator is up to. All you need to do is have faith in Him. Some things that I wish for them to be vanished are staying, and some things that I wish for them to stay are parting away.
"Sometimes what you think is good for you might actually be bad for you and what you think its bad for you might actually good for you, God knows and you don't"
Hm.. I guess we just need to wait for another few years (insyaAllah panjang umur) to see what these memories/experiences shall lead to..
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