Jangan bersedih.. La Tahzan..

-salam-

I am pretty much back on track though I am still not fully recovered yet.. Cause I still can sense this..whenever I feel sad.. I tend to get mad easily.. whats more... I'm very very sensitive to some matters lately even a small one.. *sigh*

So kesian at him right now.. He is very as in "VERY'' careful when it comes to all the words that he is using lately.. afraid that I will go through some mood swings again..

I am trying to find that 'Buzz' again, the one right before she went to China.. The one who is insensitive.. who always make a fool of herself, who loves making jokes, who always put a smile on her face even if she is facing something bad.. who keeps her sadness and all the problems to herself for most of the time instead of scolding people around her...

"Where is she?" Hm...

Its true, here, I have no one to smile together with... I admit that... it just doesn't make any sense if I want to deny it...

But then I can't really feel depress about it ja... Cause I do know its one of challenges that He has given to me..

"He challenges you because He loves you...The more He gives you difficulties and hardships, and you deal all those with patience and calmness, the nearer He will get to you.." I forgot about this for a moment.. but now... :) I will try my best to place it on top of my brain... :)

And thanks to my sis who had recommended this video to me.. you see..every time I feel like I'm sad or frustrated or pissed off.. Besides curhat-ing to Him, reading Quran and so on..I will just quickly click on this video... Of course I will cry after watching it.. cause I realize something which will make me feel at ease in the end.. and I'm pleased to share it with everyone...

p/s: someone buy me that La Tahzan book for my present :)))






-salam-