:) Vs :(

Salam.

Had a conference just now with some of my 03 gang~ emm.. hmm.. mmmmm~~ *sigh*sigh*

I think I need to congratulate you for having someone special already.. emmm..

WELL~

I can't think straight right now.. emm~
It's quite shocking not only for me but the others as well..
I know it will happen someday but this is just too sudden..
hmm~~

From what I heard, shes my junior...

"you got no one special?"

*sigh* I don't believe in any of these anymore~So I can't even remember anything.. what it feels like to have someone special..hmm~

I who once dreamed of having my own family..and now..I can't even remember what my dream guy was supposed to be~ :)

Maybe it's a sad thing to hear.. maybe it's a good thing too.. Unless someone has the power to pull me back and manage returning me to where I used to stand.. :[

Continuation~ tears within laughter...

Mixed feelings,
B.