Overthink~

Salam everyone :)

Okayyy~ Here goes nothing...

As some of you or maybe most of you might know that I'm currently enjoying my vacation here in my homeland.

Alhamdulillah, everything is running smoothly. But...

Somehow I do feel like I start to overthink again.. about everything.. from this to this and to that.. Even if I try to avoid it, but it keeps coming... hmmm~~ this has got to be stopped at instance.

My mind, heart and soul were really at peace when I was in Dalian. I only think of me, myself and no one else. I focus on my studies and my life there. But here, my mind is pretty messed up.

Its the month of Ramadhan and I'm supposed to just focus on my daily life and amalan harian, but at times, I can't do it. I need 'distance'. I don't know how to solve it cause its not what you called as 'problems'. Subhanallah~ I need some guidances Ya Rabb.

Last night, I talked with my junior using Skype and there he said, "I always end up loving someone who doesn't love me, but those I know who love me, I instead, don't really care nor give them a chance."

I don't know why but somehow it hit me. I too, experienced it once or twice.Is "What goes around comes around?" true? Hm.. *sigh*

I'm missing Dalian~ It is the only place where I don't think of useless things :'(

"Ya Rabb, give me strength to hold on.. let my faith and my patience become stronger so that I can endure this pain and go through this difficulties.. meant or not meant for me..just keep my distance away, let my feelings vanish..I'm begging you.."