SaLam everyone ^^,
I was being a lil bit too emotional last night but I'm all okay right now.. ^^
and so for this one post, I'm going to dedicate it to someone special..
My boyfriend dunia and akhirat.. hehe (beside my efan cayang~ ^^,)
and so here it goes..
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Know that guy? the one who wears the silver metallic cara melayu? Yup, thats my lil bro.. Lil Fad is what I write on most of my comments or posts and Zul is what I call him from the day he was born.. =)
Since he came 2 years after me.. we have this more 'chemistry' than he is with the other siblings.. but that doesn't mean he is not that close with the others.. The six of us are COMPLETELY ONE soul! ",
He.. well.... he IS a naughty boy.. seriously naughty.. hahah! (you do admit that,don't you? kehkeh! :P:P:P ) but despite sometimes he makes everyone's blood boils , his love and cares for his family are second to none.. =')
I can count on him to protect our family.. I'll give my 120% trust.. I do trust him, a lot.
For some people who say some bad things about him,do watch your mouth! You know nothing about him nor you don't know what he has been through so for god sake, keep your mouth shut!
Now, whenever I think of it.. I miss my life back in Brunei.. :'( I miss lepak-ing with my siblings.. I'm so thankful having a lot of siblings.. They really make my day brighter!
Back in Brunei, we do hang-out almost everyday. Favorite place? Our Beloved KITCHEN! hahah! I don't know why we always end up lepak sana... Meliat saja ada sorang tugal2 duduk di dapur.. then one by one start to enter the kitchen and just sit there and start talking.. hehe! It can be at anytime.. such as when they're back from schools, weekends, after lunch or after dinner where my parents usually go upstairs right after eating and us? we stay in the kitchen, sharing stories..just talk and talk and talk.. haahah!
From the oldest to the youngest...But then when our sister started to study overseas, it left with only 5 of us. Now, I'm pursuing my study and there's only 4 of them left... I don't know whether do they still lepak in the kitchen or are they waiting for us to come back, but one thing for sure... Thats one of our sweetest memories ever..
Honestly speaking, he is one of those few people whom I actually share my sadness and problems with. "okay kaka kah?" "napa ni ka?" "napa kaka mcm diam2 ani ka?" that what he would be probably questioning me if I'm having my so called unhappy face.. then , i'll start talking.. heheh, curhat lah seperti biasa.. hehe!
It is the same when it comes to him... He'll text me, he'll call me.. He'll come straight to my room if he is having some problems... tapi yang mahalnya... lau masuk bilik.. gerenti tah gulik2 di katil tu ~_~"
This picture was taken when I was not there! It was during the Raya celebration.. huhuh! Every time I look at this picture, I'll go "aaawwww~~~ awwww~~~ AWWWWW~~~ sweeet~~~ awww" and this keeps going on forever.. If I was there, I would probably start tearing up.. :') it was a beautiful and touching scene to watch... :')
This picture was taken when my dad was leaving to Thailand on vacation. My bro and I kept on teasing Wanah who didn't have the mood to eat cause she started to miss Dad pretty bad (maklum.. dengan nya besabung..) haha!
I printed this one out! and place it beside my bed side table!! We'll have this kind of picture taken again once I return home~~ jeles I...
This one was taken during puasa!!!! MY bro was the imam for the night! Don't know where was my dad at the time, was he going for his umrah or going to masjid? I have no idea..
After the tarawaih was done, my younger siblings said these to me..
Efan: "Ka, cool eh ka abg jadi Imam ah..Efan sudah basar cuba jua eh.."
Wanah: "Kan~~ bisai wah banarnya..."
Iqah: "Skalinya abg jadi Imam lagi bisukk??"
and What did I reply? "doa2kan sja ah..." =)
When ever I talk with my parents on the phone, I always ask about him like how he has been doing lately and so on.
"Alhamdulillah lai... he's getting better..." =)
That is what I want to hear... My bro is almost back on track...
"You see bro... You know your own weaknesses and you certainly know your strengths.. Use that strengths to fight against your bad side.. Even me, I do have my bad side as well, and I'm trying to fight it.
You don't need to completely vanish it, cause we wouldn't call ourselves humans if we don't have weaknesses. But try to lessen it at least.
Papa believes in you and so is our mom, they told me themselves. Our siblings? Of course we believe in you! You ARE our brother and thats not going to change.
There is no need for us to compare ourselves with others. You just need to believe in yourself . Prove to us that dad can count on you, mom can count on you and we can count on you. Take this as a challenge, we'll support you from the back! Lastly..
~HAPPY 20th BirThDay To You~
Kaka will always pray for you and loves you even in afterlife time...
Zul, Jia yOu!"
Love,
Kaka Zilah
2011
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